Aleatha

I hate this world,
because I want..
because I love..
I am so bored.

I wanna touch Your smile,
But I can not try...
I am so scared,
Sometimes prepared,
Do You ignore me?
I am not for you unique?

Tell me the truth,
I can not look through
Your soul, your mind
People! Please don't remind!

I know...
You have beautiful eyes,
I have a sad face, when you are saying "bye",
You've never given me a hug.
So...
Maybe, it would be better,
If I get killed by a truck?
I am just a modest writer.

I know...
How it looks ...
But I don't know how to start
It is the same as riding a bike
Beginnings are hard.
My environment is absorbed by You,
But...
Me... As if I am not to exist here
Weird...
I promise, I'll send the sound to your ear.
If the need arises I will change myself
But here I need help.