Aleatha

I have never felt less...
I've never been so tired,
I've never felt so disappointed by myself.

I've always been trying,
To get what is needed,
But I started loosing it as soon as I don't know...

I've wanted so little,
Just to feel good enough,
Now I'm starving on the inside of my soul.

And crawling under bed,
Looking for any source of hope,
My destination is too close, I won't cope.

I feel like my surroundings made me toped,
Never felt so weak,
Life is one big trope.

It got me after so many years,
I've been eschewing it,
It doesn't work as it was supposed to...

I hope that one day,
I'll make it to you,
Dear God...
How I missed you,

Never been thinking so much,
About things that I...
Thought are unnecessary,

This is the last note in my diary,
Because it's over now,
You won't have situation to ask why and how...

Cheers for the last time.

snafu - situation normal, all fucked up

Nalf, to było mocne, napawa mnie pewnego rodzaju lękiem, mam tylko nadzieję że upadły którego opisujesz, jest tylko małą częścią twoich emocji