I had a dream. Really bad dream, where mum came to my room.
And suddenly, she accidentally revealed my secret out of nowhere.
I was starting to sweat, shivery me, it must be grotesque doom.
"It’s not what you think, I’ll explain that mum, I swear!"
Then out of the blue I came to life, sitting in my own bed.
Just a nightmare, it’s nothing to fear, nobody still knows.
Whole my body, covered in blood, everything is red.
How can I get out – I can’t, the only escape is prose.
I can’t even sleep at night, tired my body and mind.
I want to stop lying, I’m so sorry mum, don’t tell father.
Ask me please, even if I’m silent, even If I’m blind.
I’m so scared, don’t be bad, I don’t want to be bother.
And suddenly, she accidentally revealed my secret out of nowhere.
I was starting to sweat, shivery me, it must be grotesque doom.
"It’s not what you think, I’ll explain that mum, I swear!"
Then out of the blue I came to life, sitting in my own bed.
Just a nightmare, it’s nothing to fear, nobody still knows.
Whole my body, covered in blood, everything is red.
How can I get out – I can’t, the only escape is prose.
I can’t even sleep at night, tired my body and mind.
I want to stop lying, I’m so sorry mum, don’t tell father.
Ask me please, even if I’m silent, even If I’m blind.
I’m so scared, don’t be bad, I don’t want to be bother.
Relief exists, I find it when...